Facial Night

Facial Night
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So it's a Monday Night...
And yes i got bored....so i decided to be up to no good...
But it's funny and fun to help guys do facial. And yes, making fun of boys is what i do best.
Like i always say, hate the player, don't hate the game...

Mr. E's getting his facial done at this moment, yes face mask. Boys need to also maintain their skin. I know Mr. E's skin is good, and totally look not his age. But it's a metrosexual thing to be doing... beckham's doing it, so is tiger woods, so is elton john, so is a whole bunch of guys out there. Afterall, it's just a face mask, no eyebrow trimming, no waxing of legs, bikini wax, etc etc, whatever kinda wax is going through your mind.

When will i do my facial? errm.... when i find the money to do so. I only do it with the professionals. Face masks are so for home..
Right now... i'm lovin every moment that i make fun of the boys. heh heh :)

Saturday Night... lalalala

Saturday Night... lalalala
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What a night...The night was schlowwwwww. Asked the boys from friday night to go out partying. And the return reply was "very tired, very fugly, need to shower badly". And knowing the boys and their need for vanity, and looking very GQ... they are going to go home, shower, stare at their bed, and end up sleeping. How typical !

Thank God i knew this was coming. And i went out with Jeannie (my best fren) and her friends. It was a funny night. The proportion of men to women is astounding. For the 1st time in my life, i never felt so unwanted, so undesirable, so unattractive. A friend called me and he said "good what, better than men slobbering all over you...". I replied " i would prefer that to this...what a night!" The boys who went out with us this crazy Saturday night were constantly reminded to watch out... and watch their errrm... buttttttts...! Of course, the boys had the girls tagging along everywhere they went for the night. And for this one night, they wished they were not single and have a babe beside him.

Out came the camera, my Sony Cybershot T7 (courtesy of my very very nice bf, Erik), to SAVE THE day... errm, NIGHT. We starting photo-whoring. I think the lack of drinks makes up why we look so sober, so unwild, so uptight in our pik-chers. Nonetheless, it still looked really funny. The boys appeared to be man-whores, with arm-candy like us, the chicks. You guys have become objects of envy. hahahaha ! Eh, if you guys need the pik-cher, jus sms / icq / msn / email me.

When are we having our BBQ?
You guys are really fun, funny to hang around.

A Five-Ten Friday...

A Five-Ten Friday...
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I was trying to find words to describe my weekend. But all i can do is laugh like crazy. Perhaps like they always say, a picture says a thousand words. I can't help but agree.

I did promise the guys i wouldn't blog about them. But it's such a crazy night on friday.... i just had to do it. Started off at Esmerelda, they were drinking beer, while i sip my gu-niang drink Amaretto Sour. Everything was peaceful till i took out my camera. That's when you realized these friends are all photo-bitches. They love posing and snapping crazy shots. They would make the funniest poses for you to sit there and laugh it off. And actually let you capture the moments in pictures. BAD MISTAKE, they should never ever ever let me take pictures. I would totally blackmail you with them. Especially the pictures where it would totally ruin your life (sex life, career or reputation... whatever?!?!)

From Esmerelda... we went off to Zouk... where more beer were going around. There we were at winebar, totally havin fun playing five-ten all the way...And the guys played their lil' chee ko pah kinda game. I still fail to understand how to play the game. Definitely cheena-fied, and totally ah beng-ish. What to do? This is the only game they can do in a language other than English. The five-ten group was so huge, each of us can only use one of our hands. So thus the total figure was 40 (8 of us). Some were obviously bullied , some were jus plain unlucky to have lost most rounds... hahaha.

I shan't name NAMES in today's blog for the sake of anonymity. And of course... i told these 4 guys in the pictures that they're gonna be famous.
So anyone who wants their contact numbers, please feel free to contact me. Their sexual pref is unknown at the time of publish.
Heh heh :) Daftbitch offers a sincere apology... to the men misbehaving. I know you guys are gonna kill me. Hahaha, i'm waiting.

Seeking solace...

Seeking solace...
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I finally managed to catch up with my friend J who's in Australia via online chat. He left about a year back. Tho we don't always exchange words, there's always a bond between us. Perhaps something we left behind back in '98, when i first knew him. Perhaps it was even our age (we're of the same age group...). It's the kinda friendship that really speaks for itself. The kinda fireworks we have with each other is just amazing. We lost touch after that '98. and ONLY last year, we met by chance and decided to meet for coffee. It was just like those times, as though time has froze. We're still 18. Those bittersweet memories...

Well, J broke off with his gf, and declared that as a bad partnership. I candidly told him i make a damn good partner, just to cheer him up. He laughed and we talked about how much we miss each other's company. We spend a good amount of time talking crap, right from street talk to undies. We talk about reading each other's blogs, as well as others. I managed to catch something in his blog about a friend he mentioned whom walked out of a relationship to a new bf, and not changing. He mentioned about the dynamic nature of relationships. Some not in tune with the other. Some along with others. We change just in different directions, but not in our inner personalities. We change because we have different directions in life. Sometimes, we just need to take a step back to realize we just need to take things with an open heart.

I don't believe people change in their inner personalities while they change bf, or even as they grow up . Perhaps subtle changes, like J mentioned in his blog. I'm still the same chick everyone knew me to be. Between 9am to 6pm on weekdays, i may put on a solemn face, as i gotta face my work, my guys, my clients & my career. After 6pm, i'm just Eve, who's still the same ol' cheerful, candid, fun-loving and crazy me. I'm still full of attitude.

Perhaps the only pits from walking out of relationship is to seek solace in someone. something. somewhere.
I found mine in my chow chow.
Have you found your own shangri-la?

Retro Fever

Retro Fever
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Do i look cute or what?

I'm now into the whole retro phase. I know, i'm too old to go through phases of fashion. But i'm still really young, you know. All of 18. Yo doggie, you heard that right. I'm 18. Hahahaha. I love the whole retro sunglasses look. it's like the bigger the better. And it's cute, it's me, it brings out a different side of me. hahaha.

Here i am, on a Wednesday night / Thursday morning, in my bed, nicely tucked in. No i didn't go to drink. I got lazy, decided to stay in and chill. Plus i'm tired, just stressed out from work. I tend to sleep when stressed, as opposed to others probably hitting the bottle when stressed. I'm just different.

I was chatting with my fren D about how difficult it is to understand men. And he lamented about how difficult it is to understand men. We had a good laugh over it. I was lamenting how men get stupid signals, and how they brag about sleeping around, when they actually are not.

Our Lil' conversation :

Me : you know men are such petty creatures. And super sour grapes when they can't have what they want.

D : men... how to understand

Me : You think women are difficult to understand. Check out the men....

D : hahaha, but women are difficult to understand.

I tell you, women where got difficult to understand. All it takes is a lil' time and a lil' love. Hahahaha, any other opinions, boys???

Blog Conf Anyone?

Blog Conf Anyone?
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So the dog in my pik-cher (note : this word is learned through Faith,yes, Mr Brown's daughter) is asking if anyone out there is for blog conf sg? Hmmm, i'm still contemplating whether i should really go. I don't know anyone.

Heck, my blog probably has my own friends reading them. Sorry, no scandalous pik-chers these days. Will perhaps post some soon...... it's been a tiring week. Thank God it's already Wednesday. That reminds me... winebar anyone?

for those who do not know about Murakami's work...

for those who do not know about Murakami's work...
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This is a murakami panda bag, straight from Paris Louis Vuitton store.

Isn't it cute???

Jet Lag...

It's abt 6am, and i'm awake. Perhaps i should even go for a run.
Or should i even bother with packing my luggage ...
I touched down at about 11am 5th July. I feel happy... but sense stress heading straight in my face.

Feeling completely aghast by the mess i made the minute i reach home... i decided to look around. It's a mess. There are shoes even in my room. And bags, and paperbags, and plastic bags. And luggages. And some ol' stuff from back @ Purdue. Goodness, what have i done to myself?
i hauled home wayyyyy too many things.
Yes, i over-shopped. Yes i am a shopping addict. Yes i am a compulsive shopper.
Am i in denial that i don't overshop? No i don't.
Am i in denial that my credit bill is way out of what i earn? No i don't.
I should really cut back on my "socializing" bills instead.
Now that sounds like a mamasan, which i am so not. I'm a taitai ... albeit self made.

So work has to start again. I am gonna post some pics on my flickr. And i got a new toy... hahaha... we'll see what happens from that lil' toy.
Cheers...

Time Waits for No Man...

I read my PrincessPriority's blog. it was hmmm eye-opening, perhaps interesting.
So most of u should know i took 3 weeks off from work to zip off to US for a break, to visit my family, to reevaluate life, to reevaluate my priorities as well as to visit my grandma who's a lil' under the weather.

So time waits for no man. Often, we meet certain people in life whom we think are fantastic with us... but of cos different moment in time, and priorities then... so of cos, we decide to let go. We could still end up as friends.... some good friends, some not so good friends, some hi bye friends... some we just decide to ignore for fear of remembering how much we used to like that someone. Luck & fate plays a role in bringing people together.
I met an old friend once... and went " fate fate fate". But of cos...we so did not have a future. We always meet each other, but No, i'm always away in US, and when i am in Singapore... he's away studying too. So at the end of the day, we all just end up not talking much, except coffee whenever he's home. hmmm... but we're friends. I believe there's a plan for everyone in your life. don't you think so?

Obviously there're also people who claim they like you... but ...What to do? Guts are neccessary to succeed in life. Balls , as the guys put it. Yes you must have balls. Gurlies too... must have "balls" or guts... to go for what they want in life. No guts no glory. no balls, no babes... hahaha but that's very true, don't you think?

So go ahead and profess your love...
Special hints to *errrmm hmmmm... my boy who re-introduced the word CUDDLEBITCH to me*

I'm gonna take a flight back out to Singapore. Kinda starting to miss US.
I will start detailing my lil' adventures...
Gotta play with Haylie... my neighbor's golden retriever. She's so cute... and obedient. Need a shower...
4th of July coming... wooohoooo...

why blog?

Over dinner table, i was chatting with my 8th grade boy. Yes he's going onto 9th grade, come fall'05. I told him to start a blog. It does somewhat help with writing / creative writing. So i told him that. We were also eyeing the new iPod and the whole Pod casting thing. I was told to start on my pod casting, by Uncle Tim. I looked at him and said i'm going to start with my html on my blog first.

Hmm, so the question is why do i blog?
1) for self gratification
2) to tell the world how i'm doing. MrBrown might prolly hate the term online diary, but more often than not, most blogs turn into online diary.
3) ... hmmm, to vent my frustrations over daily life. I can't be cheerful all the time. I can afford to have my mood swings.

Recently, i followed the mantra " even the best falls down sometimes..."
I might not be the best, but i have done my best in whatever i do... so i can afford my mood swings...
Awwwwww....
Shucks... !

What's so AzN abt AzN?

So u think you know it all...yes, you the reader... about AzN?
Ben pointed out the whole chinese-educated Chinese and engrande-educated Chinese. There are differences between them, no questions asked.

I have a couple of friends who are AC boys. Most AC boys would agree your grasp of chinese totally sucks. I can laugh with any statement of mandarin coming out from their mouths. the term AC is only known among the Singaporeans, so bear with us, fellow out of country peeps. I have a couple of friends who are ABC (American Born Chinese), who live & went through the whole US education system and can speak perfect Mandarin / Cantonese and even read chinese papers. But what we're discussing is their mentality being slightly different. Let's compare with some Chinese-educated schooling boys (not gng to name schools, topic is super touchy).

I have dated my fair share of men. I still feel Engrande-educated men are jus that much more belonging to the same wavelength & frequency as me. Sorry i don't date Caucasians ala SPG. I am not that kinda chick. I still go for AzN boys. hahaha... but we need to be on the same level, kinda frequency. i don't know any zhu ying tai story , or some hong lou mong story. That's just way outta my realm, or even san guo yan yi. dammit, i don't even know how to write the chinese characters for the books / stories i have mentioned. I can only do hanyu pinyin. I can't discuss some Dior to a guy who only knows san guo yan yi. U know what i mean???

I realize we finally see eye to eye on something, Ben... hahaha

I love my AzN boys...

So the question again boils to what makes an AzN?

Looks : the hair color (mostly black, now some turned ash like me, or even blonde, brown, whatever), eye color (mostly black, but some turned to blue, green, brown, grey, whatever), skin color (mostly yellowish nude, but some turned tanned or even brown, whatever). Of cos these are jus superficial.

Our food choices : AzN can kick ass in Fear Factor eating cow's balls or pig's intestines. I don't think food choices can qualify as being AzN. I don't eat spare parts. I don't eat a lot of raw food. I love steaks, burgers, rice noodles, etc. Maybe rice noodles can count as being AzN.

I guess it's our parents, heritage and upbringing that qualify us as AzN. Our values are different, tho i beg to differ for some out there. We're just conventional, practical people.

I'm AzN and proud of it. A lil' white washed, but still AzN. I speak mandarin, cantonese and a lil' hokkien, and a lil' SoCal accent to my engrande, but then... i'm not pretentious, i'm just a lil' SoCal chick.

A lil' something me me me...

Got bored while waiting to take a shower... my house in Nashville has 8 people. It's a long wait, tho there are like 4 bathrooms.
So anywayz, i decided to take a quiz, taken off Zeenie, who took it from jasmine gal...

Here it goes :

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


Is this all true? Tell me how you guys feel....
:)

Disney...

Disney...
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So of cos i have spoken all about my love for SoCal, the place i feel right @ home. Was chatting with an old college friend. And he's like you're so SoCal, everything about you is SoCal since college. I'm like "how so". He went "the whole laid back chillout beach kinda girl". Sometimes, i feel if i really am meant for SoCal.

I went Disneyland, which was fun. Got bored in a store, started to hug Eeyore & Pooh softtoys which were so huge, they're like half my height.Yes i'm quite short. 5' 4". Not that tall. But big on personality. Heh heh. Picture as part of my lil' adventure.

I overshopped. Seriously overshopped. But what's new? I always overbuy stuff. I decided to go old skool and went vintage / retro this trip. Everything is jus so old-skool. I love laid back, love old stuff, love being vintagey, without buying really 2nd hand clothes. I love sneakers. I wanna buy tons of them. And flip flops. It jus screams SoCal.

I flew out to Nashville this morning. I'm now out in Nashville, Tennessee. Often i get asked what's out here in TN. Seriously, there's so much to do, if you only bother to look & drive. I will post pictures of my lil' crazy trip out in TN. I managed to meet my cousins Julian & Dylan who are growin up fast. Julian's haircut is so cute. I will post pictures soon. MSN me if u want pictures' link. Hahaha, there's a certain degree of privacy i would wanna keep.

Will blog more in time to come....

Cheers....

California ...

Ok. current location : Torrance , California.

yes i have finally decided i need a break out back @ my old home LA. And i totally love it. Torrance's located in SoCal , LA area. The beach areas. It's a peaceful lil' town... about 30 mins drive to Beverly Hills. The weather's kinda cold, apparently about 65 degrees fahrenheit, which is about 18 degrees celsius, i think. Which is totally weird. Cos it's summer, mid june and supposedly to be really hot.

I haven't done damage to my wallet yet. At least NOT yet. I have only gotten a few tops and a pair of vans sneakers. I know i know, very old skool. It makes me feel i'm 16 again. Yes 16... not 18, cos i am 18. ;) right, guys?

I actually feel very relaxed in LA. Funny kinda feeling. It's so wundafull out here. Makes me kinda wonder why i left in the 1st place. The feeling is jus undescribable. I don't know where to start.

I met up with some old friends. people change, feelings change. You can't bring back what's lost. You can't repair the feeling gone. You can't really turn back the time. You kinda jus wish your friends all the best and wish them well. It's sad, but that's the kinda thing a gurl gotta. What to do? A gurl's gotta do what a gurl's gotta do. We used to have so much fun... during college days, where life is just so carefree. Now i guess with work comes responsibility, along with age. You win some, you lose some...

Thanks to Ted, Vincent, Jeanette, Wynette & Family. It's been gr8 so far. And i love you guys... for being part of my life.

when love & hate collides

I'm not just referring to the Def Leppard song "when love & hate collides".
Many things blew up in my face today. And so far it's not very pretty.

Sometimes, when love breaks down, hate starts to seep in.The whole love & hate collides. Is this a way women handle such rejection / dejection / depression from the way the relationship ends up? Some women jus have a love hate relationship with their other half.

I always choose to walk away, once i sense a hostility or coldness. Is this a way women handle rejection / dejection / depression from the way the relationship ends up? I am not being a coward, neither am i running away. I'm just trying to take a few steps back and look at the bigger picture in life. And wonder whether it's worth it. Whether u're the party involved or indirectly involved, it's always good to slow down and take a look. And of cos, do calculations of whether it's worth it.

I'm a pretentious, poker-faced liar. Is this a way women handle rejection / dejection / depression from the way the relationship ends up? i try to be neutral and level headed, as much as possible. Women generally take sides. I don't. I try to listen to all parties and draw my own conclusions. I'm pretentious and multi-facade because no one's really true.

Right now, i just hate being where i am.
I'm so glad i'm gng to States.

dry weekend.... errr, think again

Kimbo, Angie and me all agreed on a bloody dry week. 1stly cos Angie's still canoodling in the sun / MBK / jatjujak out in Bangkok for half a week (thurs to sun). 2ndly, cos i am falling really sick. As i blog, the phelgm is pissing me totally off. I am coughin and sneezing. How bad is that?

Of cos the week doesn't turn out to be this way, never ever say that. Chingy my sista actually told me "this week will become next week, next week become next next week. It will never happen". But IT WILL. I'm flying off to States with my sista and mommy. For a frigging abt 3 weeks,... till 5th July. One thing's for sure : with mommy following, there's zero drinks tolerance. So there... my catching up on sleep and of cos, not drinking is gonna happen soon, much sooner than expected.

So wednesday night (a coupla nights ago), i decided to boogie my ass down to zouk. Before you guys ewwww me on the whole mambo thing, i wasn't inside zouk. I was just at winebar, sipping my choice of poison: martell green tea. I left by 2am, so that i can get enuf sleep to send Angie to Airport on Thursday morning at 6.30am.

Fast forward Thursday... had a tough day at work. totally pissed off with some colleagues. but what to do? life must go on. So i told myself must sleep tonight, am very grouchy. But of cos, my dear Kimbo has his Club Momo thingy to go to. And dragged my lil' ass down. I had fun, no doubt. Still wondering why i got super tired / drunk.

Friday decided to be good and stay in... at least for a while... I had to drive to Batu Pahat (in Malaysia) for some installation project. I fulfilled the workload. And came back by 5pm. Rested...and chilled out with some friends... the tall ones. hahaha... and then decided to go Zouk again. Somehow i have this feeling the word Zouk will appear in my blog umpteen times. My sista was there, so it's cool. And i was jus totally chilled out mode. Maybe because it's too overdrive already. My body is telling me to slow down my pace, while i feel i need to jus speed things up.

I really didn't do much on Saturday... A pity, cos i felt so sick... i still feel sick now... but really sick. I slept the entire day away, only awake at 2pm - 4pm and from 9.30pm till now. I guess it's a clear sign my dry weekend was totally busted. But what to do? i still have to go on...

hmmmm... mr. goh called me at 6.30am, wondering whether i am ok. Kimbo dropped his phone in my car. Things are gonna get more exciting. Dammit. hahahaha... it's 7am, and i'm friggin sleepy... lights out for me.

Powerpuff Girls --- Blossoms

I'm Blossoms...

Blossom - According to the closing credits' theme song, Blossom is "commander and the leader" of the Powerpuff Girls. The most intelligent and intellectual one of them all, she comes up with most of the plans to defeat the villains. She has very long red hair. At times she can be bossy but she always finds a way to keep her sisters from fighting each other. Her element is everything nice.

Hahaha, this makes me crack up. I was chatting with Angie over powerpuff girls... and suddenly she went "yea u're blossoms..." and then our all time quintessential male bitch Dave makes Buttercup. Of cos Angie declares herself as Bubbles cos she claims she's sweet. Whatever man Whatever! *does the Whatever jiggy* We all changed our nicks on MSN, sans Dave. I mean, he's your alpha male, hell no way, he would change his nick to "I am Buttercup" for the sake of two chickies. But two pretty cute Chickies??? i am sure he would. Dave, fugging prove your affirmative response to your sexuality.... and prove that you're very sure of your manhood... change the nick to "I am Buttercup".

p/s : while blogging, Dave actually proved to me he is very sure he's a man, and put his nick to "i am Buttercup". Bravo & kudos to him.... now ... that's really really weird...

I had coffee with a couple of friends last night. And boy, my stomach muscles are totally tightening up. I am getting abs just from laughing darn hard. Are guys THAT clueless about fashion? it's so darn funny. Well, I’ll let Angie have the pleasure of blogging abt it. Hahahaha and cheeselike wedge shoes??? And of cos,… the beef regards to mango sales. Hahahahaha

save me...

That's the title track to Corrinne May's new album. Yes i'm plugging her album, only cause i love her songs, and it just relates to me in a special kinda way. Her voice is soothing. I like to think of her as a great export, especially in the whole coffee-joints singing in LA. I miss that environment. That kinda soothing acapella voice and strumming of guitar, while the aroma of coffee beans envelope you. It's kinda nice... I used to dream about being able to sing in a coffee joint. Such nostalgia comes along with her voice.

My fave track is SAVE ME, used on the CHASE drama serial in Singapore. It features Utt and Linda in this bittersweet romance story. How lives are entangled. And how someone from the past can be the ONE. You end up chasing her for the longest time, and yet nothing comes out of it.

"save me from this place...
heaven knows i've fallen.
for you ... my sweet embrace...
heaven knows, heaven knows... that i've been waiting..."

I've been doing fine, for my readers. I'm back to my usual lifestyle. There're some changes to my life. Other than so, i've been trying to get through my work . life . music . drive one step at a time. I believe one loses confidence after a car crash. From then, you slowly crawl and then try to rebuild that limited confidence that you once owe. Its akin to our life. If you ever take a tumble in life, you slowly recover by walkin slowly again. Sometimes steps are neccessary to be taken whether forward or backward to see clearly the big picture. We can't always just focus on NOW. We have to focus on past to know our faults clearly... and preventing such failures in future.

life in shambles...

These days, i kept listening to Howie Day's Collide. The chorus goes something like this and it keeps replaying in my brain.
It goes something like this :
Even the best falls down sometimes,
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme,
Out of the doubt that fills my mind,
I somehow find...
You and i collide...

Perhaps what can be most said about the song is the way i relate to it. I feel so tired from trying to be the best in whatever i do. Excel in whatever i put my head to, i guess i want the best for everything. I do not tolerate long term DOWN... i appreciate little things in life, and little actions that snowballed to a lot.

I have jus recovered from stomach flu. And going through some personal reassessment in my life, wondering what's right and wrong. What's good or not. What i want in and out of life. I may have been at fault most of the time in life, but "even the best falls down sometimes...". Perhaps i should just put time on a standstill, and try to find what's up with everything.

Collide : i collide with another vehicle (blardy taxi) today at Suntec. It's just bad...
Suddenly, i feel the world crashing upon me. I feel depressed, tired and just in need of some sleep and a snuggling up with my pillow time. Sigh... God, please help me...

death by scandals

Is there no such thing as a slutty liar? As guineapig puts it, i can look slutty and be a liar. It doesn't mean that i am a slut. Hahaha, ok, the use of such wise-crack words isn't for me. I can't get myself out of a mess with big words. That means i am a bimbo. Hmmm... Not Bimbo I Am. Hahahaha.

Yes i went to watch Star Wars Episode III : Revenge of the Sith. It was ooo-kayz. The love story is jus a tad too tacky for my liking. But Yoda seriously kick some arse! Ooppsss. bad word alert. But who am i to comment on the use of bad words? Dude... i'm like the all-rounder open source walking LV dictionary kinda chick. In short, i also cuss like any of the boys around the block, except i also have a kick-ass wardrobe...

I'm not overwhelmed with scandals recently, nothing of mine, i assure u. Nothing of others too...
So for the kaypohs closely watching my blog to see if i leak any darn secret, there's none.
The long weekend is ard the corner. Make that less than 24 hours from now. And i'm totally psyched. I have zero plans for the weekend, which sucks. I wanna go out & drink a lil & party a lil' & kickback a lil'. But now, it seems i'm gonna sleep a lil'. Hahaha yes more than usual.

Ben's blog is starting to look gibberish. Maybe he's really tired. Hey, Ben, pls pls get some sleep.
And i am no shameless flirt, or scandalous hoe. I'm just daftbitch... yes. it's DAFT (prounouce D-af-t). An acronym for stupid, duh?, silly, lack of IQ. i don't wish to challenge that. I like to be a simple woman.

the age to grow up

At what age does a lady stop being defined as a chick
???
At what age does a lady stop being defined as hot ???
what's auntie...? and what's not?

I've been labelled a hot chick. By my old time
college-mate. And i was aghast. I mean, i see myself
as gorgeous. But hot chick? It seems like a nubile
sweet young thing. which i'm so not. Hahaha, ok i
admit i love the tag. It makes me feel like i'm 18
again. Eh wait, i am 18. (deja vu feeling..)

Doggie must be laughing his ass off right now, en
route to Taipei. Have fun in Taipei dude...

As part of project 'hot chick', i need to check my ass
into a gym, and start doing ABT (abs , butts & thighs,
for those who dunno jack). Till then, i can do it in
my dreams. I'm an auntie in my own ways, being bitchy
and totally whiney. I'm also a slutty liar, as defined
by Kimbo, cos he's a slutty liar (i declared that on
him and he said the same for me).

Xiaxue's blog totally cracks me up, with her criteria
for man-hunting. Do men have such criteria?
Maybe it goes something like this :
1) Girls with big boobs
2) girls with headlamps...
3) girls with cheeky smile...
4) girls with a slutty look....

I didn't say i look slutty, i'm just a slutty liar.
Huge difference.
hahahaha...
the long weekend is coming. let's count down...

Ben, you do not need to justify your love for
someone... i give up on your heinous dressing / style.
You simply lack it, and i don't wish to harp on it
anymore. You're hopeless... bitch.

lack of cute guys ...

Angie and i were supposed to head out to the beach @ sentosa with our quintessential male-bitch Dave on Saturday morning. Of course, the rain decided to pay a visit. And one look at the gloomy weather, we decided to adjourn to Orchard Road sans Dave. The agenda wasn't shopping. Shopping is a bonus. We just decided to catch up. We lamented over the lack of cute guys in Singapore. I just can't spot any cuties. Am i getting too old that my tastes have changed? not a single eye candy... booo hooooo! We lamented over how guys dress up. It's appalling. There's no suave lookers nowadays. Sigh...
Yo guys out in Singapore, please dress up. We have to remind them that once you enter a relationship, and enters a comfort zone, it doesn't mean dressing up isn't a neccessity. We women always dress up to go out with you guys. Come on, this is a two way street. please dress up... This doesn't apply to Ben, he's thinking of going the other way.

sighhhh...

on another note, we met up with the rest of my gfs : jeanie, april, pris, clara and some of their other halves. Dinner & tea was nice. Will post up pics soon on my yahoo site.

inspiration needed...

Cars. Clothes. Shoes. Cds. Mp3s. News. Bitchy. Scandalous. Nonsense. Rides. Pimps. Sluts. Dudes. Dance. Drink. Smoke. Sleep.

i lack inspiration to write anything substantial (imho) nowadays. Even choking on furballs doesn't make me any more inspired than i am now. Going through a list of what's gng thru my mind, i draw a blank. i like to be rather chill-out these days. a sign of the times??? i'm still a closet pop songs / rapper-wannabe in my car. But Jamie Callum now works just fine tooo... especially in putting me to sleep.

i'm chatting with Ben, (yes mr old fogey). i wanted to be my bitchy self and share some juicy gossips. Then it got out of hand... dammit.
Ben : the new sheperd got caught in bed naked with the chinchilla.
Me : frigging thing... is that the chinperd grew up and got it on with the poodle next door...The poodle got a gang who wants it to be pure-blood... beat up the chinperd. And one other poodle got on with the alleged poodle..
Ben : man, you are on a roll here!

I am sure that totally caught you off guard. But it's so darn interesting at 3am that we have to just continue the storyline.
dammit... i shld jus go sleep.. and forget about writing.

blog with care...

There has been a recent increase watch over what is said / transcript over blogs. I am sure we have two sides to the story for each. The blogging community is small, make it fishing small. So you shld know photoblogs get around fast. Everyone has a nosey side to them, they like to be voyeurs, and check out the exciting lives of others. In this case, a blogger should have his responsibilities down to pat.
1stly, do not ever discuss sex ever in your blogs, particularly your own sexual pref & sex life. It's very tak glam, and everyone would think u're a village bicycle (as ref to the gurls) , and of cos, for the guys, u will get AIDS, if u sleep ard.
2ndly, do not overly bitch about someone, or wholesale (this word i copy from doggie... he's the best at such creativity) copy whatever your discussions with your friends are, and paste onto the blog. It's just so intruding. & you risk offending your friends ( i always offend doggie. here's my most sincere apology, u must accept. If not sincere enough, here's my 2nd apology. accept it dude). Summaries are highly recommended.
3rdly... jus be yourself... let your thoughts flow on... MrBrown is one of the bloggers i admire, he brings out life within his blog, the cheeriness and his gurl & bb boy.. it's so heart-warming.

2nd Part to You are What You Listen To ...
Am i an aggressive driver? No... my bf seems to think i am menace on the road. Doggie thinks my playlist is related to my driving skills. I do listen to Corrinne May. U want her first album? We must trade lor. BE NICE! The general direction of my music is very "fiddy cents" (term used by those vocally impaired .... nb). He's so huge... it's like The Game & G-Unit. I do think they are talented. How many peeps can rap? Truly there are hardly any good rappers out there nowadays. It's modern day poetry. Think of rappers as modern day poets....Ben and Doggie. You guys will be fine. Doggie, i will put in rap in between Callum. Learn to appreciate the finer things in Life.

The week is almost over... i lost my blog last night. It went missing, of which i have to go "knn". Yes i am quite chor lor, but i really am just expressing myself. Next weekend will be a long weekend... plus the start of Star Wars. Last Episode... so i am guessing it shld be quite nice.

let's pray it doesn't rain on Saturday..
shld i go to the Mitsu Evo IX event or shld i jus go to the beach?
Dammit, maybe i shld stay home to sleep.....

You are what you listen to...

You are what you listen to...
so says a study ... go read STRAITS TIMES, dudes 10th May Edition.
Bush's playlist include tracks like BROWN EYED GIRL and some old songs. It reads : Safe, Stable Choices.

Me : Mostly rap, & violence, feat. Eminem, DMX, 50 Cent, The Game, also Brown Eyed Girl, Play That Funky Music, to 98 degrees, BackStreet Boys, Kylie, Holly Valance....
What does it says : Crazy party eccentric , i guess.
Heh heh :P

Doggie : boring cheena music, lara fabian, some Ah Beng music...
What does it says : weird dude....ah beng in disguise
Heh Heh :P

DEu : Kelly Clarkson, Jesse McCartney, pop music, Lindsay Lohan
What does it says : GROW UP, DEu.
Heh heh :P

Ben (slutty Ben) : classic stuff, and always disses Rap ...
What does it says : Old Fogey... Old-Fashioned... Back-Dated, Unappreciative of finer things in life like rap music.
Heh heh :P

In response to Ben's diss of rap, i do feel rap is getting more socially responsible, and discusses modern day issues, like hoes, guns, political. Pls explain to me what does classic stuff do? Besides of course, setting Erik & me to sleep... and of course, making me super light-headed. I know classic leads the way , paves the way to good music ahead. And of course, all respectful yuppies & beautiful people like me , listen to rap... & R&B. I think it's perfectly fine, it's not being chigga. It's just a way of life, it's just music. We still pretty much have AzN pRyDe out in SoCal, maybe not so much up in Bay area, but def in SoCal.

This week is hectic. So far... it's a little haywire. Sigh...
I need more time to do rubbish. I wanna go shopping. Ahhhh... i wanna go to the beach, and lie down and hear the song "another day...." that kinda chillout music.

Hmmm... and Kimbo, i'll take your bet , i swear you won't keep away from alcohol & smoking for TWO weeks starting today... so the next day to start drinking probably 24th May 2005. Right after the long weekend... hahaha, i'll see how you can tahan.

i'm a devil in disguise...

This week has got to be the most hectic ever. I have a million and one things to do, and am rushing to finish all of it up. :( i'm super sad but what to do??? let's not talk about it. I am so fed up and tired and have to be up in another 6 hours.

Funny scenario from today at Starbucks :
Backgrd : me & dog totally bitching.... me in my obnoxious bitchy face...he the usual questions kinda guy....
Dog : what's with the pik-cher?
Me : someone likes her, yada yada....and thinks she's cute....
Dog : Yea, she is cute
Me : Yea she is cute, but naive, and i'm totally gonna whip her ass...
(My cell phone starts ringing... "1 2 3 4, lil' mama show you how to move it, go ahead put your back into it...")
Me : Hi, this is Eve (in my sweety pie angelic face and voice)... rattles on about my work stuff...
end of phone call...
Dog : wah lau, you the best... can't believe you just did that.
Me : what? what?
Dog : one minute bitching, the next being so nice & prim on the phone
Me : hahaha, i am a devil in disguise ...

So that sums it! i'm totally bitchy and perhaps somewhat daft. At least you know what to look for, the next time i meet you. My tongue ain't as evil as Xiaxue tho, I won't be too...

The open source code ah lian program is in full mode today. I didn't realize the different ways of speaking in English ... until today. I did a couple of conferences, but surely Asia always takes the cake. I have to explain in many ways to Thailand, Korea, China, Taiwan & HK, not to mention New Zealand and Australia onto the list. With that, i have rojak english, going from call to call, wondering whether i spoke in Hokkien, Cantonese, English or wassit Chinese?!?! By the time i got back to the client, i was totally in state of shock, and explained i had a tough time trying to remember the different dialect group i spoke in. I'm already in a daze by then, and ready to spew out my ah-lian-ness. Found my perfect victim, Ben. Did i mention Ben's a slut? Why? Cos he offered me a GET WELL SOON, instead of DHL a bowl of soup or porridge. Slut... i'm your good luck charm and you let die out in the heat. how could ya? then... again, men are governed by their testerones??? yes no, Ben, come on... you gotta either back it up or don't bother showing up....

So i chatted with Ben, and i went total ah lian on him, that is to say, full mode spewing hokkien phrases and hmmm explaining to him the art of courtship. What do i know? I'm easily satisfied with techie geeky toys like an iPod, new software & of course, thumbdrives. Hahaha... all i know is fast cars and women match.

Janice Wong, yes my current fave writer on The New Paper, wrote on her webbie and an article last year about how some girls are totally mesmerized with new rides. Her leggy friend found a new guy, so of cos, Janice asked. And her friend actually said he drives a porsche. So are men dictated by their rides??? hmmm, question for thought.

i'm a poker face liar, what do i know???
Hahahahahahah...

happy mama's day...

Well, today's mother's day. i love my mom... :) hi mom, i love you.

The weekend is cool. My saturday was laid back. i basically KO till 12 noon... and then i woke up, still feeling lazy, due to the fact i'm on a cocktail of antibiotics and some flu medication, to get rid of a persistant bugger that irrritates me. I then headed off to the beach ard 3pm. YES i know 3pm is a lil' late, i didn't really want to be in the sun all that long, i just wanna laze on the beach and sleep. and a very cheap saturday, i spent like 2 bucks to get myself to Sentosa and pay 2 bucks for the car and another 20 for dinner. That's it! Sounds good to me. hahaha, Dave & Angie & me jus laid on the sand chilling and sleeping and reading bimbo magz. Yes applaud us, we're very chi chi. Dave's the very cafe-del-mar kinda guy, very chillout. Angie's my all-time bitch with me kinda gurl pal. Together, we make a formiable team of non-stop yakkers.

I hereby declare i'm an open source ah lian, programmed to be very Engrande-fied during work days and transform into an ah lian during weekends. Hahaha ! Heck, i can't be bothered. I'm proud to be ah lian to be spewing some mean hokkien phrases and toss everyone else's ass. Actually i didn't declare it, Angie made me admit it. So i'm left with no choice.

At least that's far better than Dave remarking about every women that sauntered past us, while we laid there with the terms like "check those spgs out in their thongs" and "the beached whale". The beach totally reminds me of spring break back in US and of cos the infamous spring break anthem : THONG SONG. and the ladies with dumps like trucks. Apparently, i do think Singapore women lack that dumps. Like the ladies who have to perch themselves within 10 metres of us blocking our very serene view of the sea, coconut trees and sand, u guys should jus grow skinnier before you decide to block my view again. It was actually a sight of bliss with the sea, blue sky, the waves... and of cos the song Breathe by Mulsanne ... my kind of chill-out style. UNTIL Those ladies came by. Dratzzzz....

Sunday was out at a car thing, the shop Erik worked at has its official opening since its move to a new premise. There was beer, tons of car, tons of guys... and mostly beer. That's all i recall. Burp beer... yucks! i hate beer...

Btw, for those following Ben's blog, i'm his official good luck charm. That lil' punk disappeared after he got cosy with the girl. And leave me with what? nothing at all. Not even a Thank You. Dammit Ben...

By Popular Demand

This is by popular demand... i've been forced.
KNN Kimbo... i'll get u for this... u owe me ...
martell green tea.....

Hip Hop and you don't stop

here's to Ben : dammit, i'm a blogging ghetto
princess... so if you wanna get your ass kick, bring
it on, dude.
Hip hop / Rap / Gangster Rap is a preference of choice
of music. The way of lifestyle... well it's a US
thing, we don't have no gun whipping here in Sg. I'm
still loving the music and jus livin it up...i have no
beef agst the music, jus the lifestyle. Like they say,
hate the player, don't hate the game... hahahaha,
wrong context but i dunch care.

I'm still very much into Asian pride, despite the
whole China & Japan thing. I mean, it's an ego thing.
And i thought guys handle fights / past beef amicably.

Who am i to comment? I'm a twinkie!
The whole recent big hooohaaa about the A*Star &
Acidflask has been rather amusing. The internet is a
freespace, and i once thought blogging was just ideas.
I didn't know it was meant to be a venue that i could
get my ass sued. Oh well, seems like we have to watch
what we speak.

Doggie and i were in our usual coffee talk whereby we
talk about what we did and intend to do for the
weekend. So here's this... i told him i need peace &
quiet while blogging. He's like "aren't u supposed to
be yourself"... i replied " no... so i won't type
rubbish."

The background to this story came by as Erik & me were
at home ... and he's now totally into Forza
Motorsports. For those who dunnoe Forza, 1stly get an
Xbox and then the game & join "live" and get mad!
Erik : hun, look at my car, look at the color, and
look at the side decal.
Me (just barely glancing, away from my notebook) : uh
huh, ok. (goes back to my notebook and blog).
Erik : hun, look at the honda, look look...
Me (annoyed) : yea... ok here's this . Either i watch
you play and you let me watch tv or i do my shit and
you play your game.
Erik : errr OK, go do your stuff la, Hun.

hahaha. So it's better not to get disturbed.
Duh... i'm gonna try podcasting since Mr Brown is also
doin so.
i was telling Dan & Erik at airport a lil' earlier i'm
gonna have my show ... and they went "who's your
guest..."
i went "ME MYSELF & I... that's 3 people. more than
enuf what!"

ahhhh duhhh... i need to get smarter.
Ben, where are the big words???
hip hop yoou don't stop... *dances away*

Ben, you're so dead... i love rap music

Ben's so dead, because he jus dissed my taste for rap music. What's wrong with rap music? Is it cos it's cool? I have never been called a chigger (fyi, chigger is a cross between chinese and african american). I've been a twinkie (yellow on the outside, white on the inside), and plenty others, from M&Ms (cos yellow on the outside and all chocolate baby on the inside). hahaha other than that, nope. I love rap, and R&B style kinda music, and whassup with that? I am a fan since way back, i am from 310, and drive a convertible, nothing too bling bling. Asian homeboys? it's more like AzN Pryde, you're reminding me of BE COOL the movie. Hahaha, we'll never be as real as the brothers out there.
Rap music is a taste of style, just eclectic and fantastic. To truly appreciate it, better hang ard Mr. E more, he knows to go THIS IS HOW WE DO.... right down to his CANDY SHOP...

I'll blog your ass the next i see ya. Dammit... u make me so pissed off.

I'm in love with "Chow Chow"

The love of my life : "Chow Chow" (hokkien for smelly
smelly). Chow Chow is my pillow, which i have to be
with every night, regardless of where i am. This chow
chow blog is a dare by Mr. Shaun Yip Shan Yu, cos he
said i won't do it. Anywayz, he knows about it, cos we
went to KL together, and halfway while driving out of
the city back to Singapore, Erik asked me whether i
brought my chow chow, i paused and went "errr..." ,
got off the car and realized Chow Chow isn't there. I
nearly started crying, tears were already welling up
in my eyes... gawd, i panicked. I called the hotel,
Thankfully, they found it. ChowChow is my love since i
was a baby, it goes through overhaul every year, so it
doesn't really stink that much. It flies from
Singapore, Malaysia, Thailand, London, US, and
everywhere i go, as long as i have to stay overnight.
:) heh heh.

I was chatting with Doggie today at Suntec. It's
hilarious. We were sitting down laughing over what Ben
said, cos afterall Doggie is an avid reader of my
blog, and Ben's blog was featured in one of my blogs.
Ben is hilarious : he posts big words and big time
authors like faulkner or Eliot, and of cos our ICQ
chat. Today is just funny, he went all nostalgic about
his childhood days with Erik. it's cute.... Then he
went don't think i want to blog, i need to spend time
with her". I'm like WTF, and We love you Ben... cos me
& doggie totally dig his blogs, it's funny,
informative and totally different from me.

How different? let me put it this way, i was telling
Doggie about how i studied Mass Comm in college, and i
actually am research-based, and how i am supposedly
well-read since that would be the assumption for
journalistic based people. But look at me now! I read
ten different publications, which are mainly targeted
at the new beambo trend chasing babes like me.... and
of cos, i read car publications, and some tech guide.
But not books, so half the stuff (ok, it's actually
90% of the stuff) Ben talks about, i'm lost. I've to
like ctrl-apple-D on them. Which is like "hello,
duhh.....". My prof once told me u will never be a
good journalist, perhaps you'll be the next Bill
Gates. I WISH! i can DREAM ON, baby.... my aspirations
are simple....

My aspirations to be a Tai Tai : yes i suspect
everyone knows it. I can't remember who actually said
U wanna be a tai tai yet you wanna be this wonder
career woman. But he's right. I know it's a HE, but i
can't remember who. Pls MSN or ICQ me once you read my
blog.

What handbag to buy? Still driving myself nuts. Louis
Vuitton send me their catalog for Sept onwards items,
i already saw some of them in store. oh wtf... heck
la...

Slim fanatics should all fall in. I keep recalling
this scene of Erik and me. It's hilarious. Doggie said
Erik's a slim fanatic and i said I know he is. One
day, me and Erik talkin about me putting on weight...
So he said if i grow till 70kg, he will throw me out
of his car. WHY? Not because he doesn't love me
anymore, it's because i'm a liability, add too much
weight to the car, and he'll lag by a few seconds.
This story made Doggie crack up so hard. Of course,
Erik said all in jest. But it's so darn funny. Another
case is narrated to me by Ben : Ben was telling me
about how a few plump friends got into his turbo
supra, and then suddenly it didn't accelerate as fast
as he normally will and he thought his supra is
spoilt. Hahaha ! Of course, when the friends left, his
car was perfectly fine.

Hahaha... so i believe a lot of guys are all shallow,
and weight or fats does matters.
Heck... i'm skinny, so sue me.... :P

Friends are radical.... Bfs should be too....

Heylo once again....
i am not gng to argue with Ben over platonic relationships and explain to Shawn, Barry, Shaun & Ryan over what i deem as Platonic and what not, or to argue whether those who don't believe get laid more often. It's going nowhere... and i don't care, cos i'm tired. *sulks*

I got a SMELLY PRETTY comment from my good buddy today, which sent me thinking "wtf" early in the morning, then i realized it's chou mei, for telling the world i'm pretty & gorgeous. right, i may not be as gorgeous as xiaxuay (this mistake was done by timothy go, not me... blame CNA), tho she's very photoshopped, and i'm not. I really dunch care, cos i am gorgeous. Hahahaha

If i'm gorgeous, i expect my other halves / dates / whatever to look just as good. Erik my bf takes note of what i wear and then wear according to time & venue. That's smart. But i've seen the other sides of guys, which is berms & tees, quite sad! when their gfs are dressed to the nines, and sunday's best. Argh... wake up, so what if u're in Abercrombie, and your babe's in a cheap dress. She still look way better alone, than with you. Ben told me about Larry Elison (CEO of Oracle) wearing tees & berms, and driving his ferrari. Hahaha, and no one gave him time of the day. this shows, clothes maketh a man. I do sometimes think it's shallow, but most people judge the others that way. it's first impression, something we can't run very far from.

In my book, for dates, you should meet after work. Both parties would be dressed quite decently, as they're coming from work. this sets a good impression. Someone commented in TNP today, about how guys impress their gfs, but depress their wives. Yes, we all need style.

So what handbag should i invest in.... ??? dammit... this sucks...
i need to sleep... i am too tired...

Platonic Relationships?!?

As a reference to my blog yesterday regards to how platonic relationships will never happen, i would have to clarify there are certain assumptions we have to undetake. e.g. these guys / ladies are to be your best buds. And of cos, there has to be no sexual tension (whatsoever!) from either parties (the gurl / guy). So i have a trackback to Ben's blog. The link would be http://waltzofwords.blogspot.com What can i say? Ben's a genius at big words. His blog made me do so many ctrl-alt-D on my new Tiger OS, that it's driving me nuts. He finds my blog amusing... and of course, he finds me attractive. But i don't recall ever giving him or distributing my pics online. Ben's Erik's buddy from way way back. And Ben, i can't believe it. How can you sleep next to a girl and nothing happened? and expect me to believe it. Especially when she's coming onto you. OHHHH goodness... It's normally the girls who reject, not guys?!?! Yes , most men are dogs. I am gonna repeat myself, Ben, most men are dogs, not geeks like you.

During my icq-chat with Ben (yes i know ICQ seems so yesterday, but the send-offline-contacts-a-msg feature is just so awesome) talking about my blog about platonic relationships, we talked about winnie the pooh and slim fanatic. ARE YOU A SLIM FANATIC? His contest to my platonic relationships is that no attraction. I'm like u normally are friends with people who are attractive. He said attraction is relative, and he won't fall for winnie the pooh. Hmmm... so is slim a neccessity in today's dismal outlook on relationships / friendships ? Shaun actually told me that trophy wives are just one of the points of a relationships, but it's the LEAST important point, apart from the brains portion. Issit so? I have others that tell me they're all slim fanatic (barry, axl, shawn etc... they're claiming they don't care but they won't date big chicks....). Hahahaha, gawd....

I do believe in platonic relationships, cos i do have some that are truly platonic. Majority ain't. It's like a yes and no kinda thing. I mean, afterall, most of my friends are guys, and i get along great with them. But a friend actually mention that i'm more like a guy, as in my tech talk and car talk. Hahaha, so how to define my kinda platonic relationship? The guys prolly see me as a brother, as opposed to a boobs kinda sister. Hahaha!

Ahhhhh heck...coming back to the weekend spoils... i'm seriously tired from the weekend. i got back from zouk & some haywire stuff at 6am on Monday morning. hahaha, the morning looks so great and awesome. I had ppl yelling in my ear. Cheers to the drunkards... and withstanding my tiny lil' car... i need a huge ass car the next time round....

I'm listening to Hollerback Girl by Gwen Stefani on my iTunes. Yes i'm a hiphop chick.

Cars, Platonic Relations & WHIPPED MEN?!?!

Three cheers for the weekend... yay yay hip hip hooray !
I finally got to get reacquainted with Hugo, after 4 years of being apart... it's kinda nice & sad to be together for a brief moment, and then having to wave Bye again. Hugo's my buddy from the days back in LA. I will post pics soon.

We'll start with cars. I finally saw the Initial D car in Singapore. Apparently, it belongs to this punk (ok the word PUNK is cooked up by me, the car belongs to a kid). the car is cute...
Ok let's go to Cars Decals. the subject of decal on The New Paper, as a followup to last week's TNP weekend's story. Pls go back & read my blog from last week : 24th April 2005 edition. Reference to Tan Dawn Wei's car decals on cars by lady drivers. This time it's still focused on lady drivers. But it's more about BABY ON BOARD stickers / decals... Karen Wong, the journalist refers to the Baby On Board (or BOB) decals as like P plate stickers. I died laughing, and thought to myself & wondered : Has Karen seen the decals, and the shapes / patterns / motifs they come in? There's like HAMTARO : BOB , Hello Kitty : BOB , ULTRAMAN : BOB... etc etc, besides the usual human logo then the BOB words. It's a joke. i doubt anyone really sees the sign and then treats them with care like P-platers. I sure don't. I can spot the word when i'm like 2 metres closing up. And most of these vehicles are MPVs. You know how much punch & power the MPVs can pull? Well, for some numbers game, the Honda Odyssey have 3.0l engine, that's hell of big, and can have as much as 220HP. That's as good as a basic WRX. DA COW, except the WRX has 2.0l engines.

Next we go to my fave topic : BOYS. Hahaha, Janice Wong of TNP did a good job. Janice did her take in the article : "I had a wolf on speed dial" , prompting the question of the validity of platonic relationships. Does anyone have a stand if platonic relationships can ever be sustained, as in no sex , no crushes? I personally don't think it could be done. Having said that, a lil' background, i have hardly any gfs, i could probably count them with my fingers (fyi, i have 10 fingers in total). Guy friends, a plenty. I like to think i'm too cute for them to resist me. Eh sorry the word is not cute, but attractive ... too attractive! ok doggie, u could jus stop laughin now. and Ben... start smiling, cos i can sense your smirks all the way from CA, dude. Anywayz, when you're friends with this guy for the longest time, and if you're unattached, girls always always always think of the "what if". So with that notion, you have a attraction thing going for the guy. So Janice, there're no such thing as platonic relationships. In Janice's case, it's the guy that's married and still thinks another girl has the hots for him. errr, what is up with that??? Oh come on, single women in Singapore are not THAT DESPERATE!

That being said. Not all Singapore men are that bad. Annette Tan talks about "Real men can take a whipping"... about guys being meow-whipped (ok guys, u go figure about the meow part, i'm very PG ). A lot of Singapore men are devoted to their wives / gfs. And of cos , they would sacrifice their weekend for the wives & gfs. I agree Whipped Men are more husband material. So guys, start training yourself to be a YES man to your other halves.

I've got so much to write today... but i'm very tired.
I had a long weekend of clubbing...
kudos to Kimbo who drag me till 5am, i applaud u.....
I will post on that when i find energy... yawnz, night readers....

just finished some cheesey campy Channel 8 drama called Short\Stories --- Fate. One word : CHEESEY. It tells of a couple (obviously! duh?!!?) who breaks up, due to the guy being obsessively clean, and the gurl jus can't stand it anymore. From then on, they went onto doing their own stuff. The gurl joined a dating / matchmaking /husband-finding agency, and listed 10 criteria for finding the perfect man. The agency owner said her criteria is too high, to which the gurl retorted, NO, my ex was like that. The agency owner then asked why did she leave him then. Hahaha... to cut matters short, they got together finally again, cos they both love each other. yada yada... CRAP,cheesey.

TV and Movie storyline often happen in real life. as cheesey as anything can be, the scene often replays in reality. Read my lil' adventure with a brush of tv / reality below...

I was sitting down with a couple of friends. And we started cracking up about Legend of Speed, and how the turbo runs out of breath being absolutely hilarious. Then we recall this particular guy telling us how to tell if the turbo runs out of breath. We were like thinking "modifications legend of speed style". I personally have not watched the movie Legend of Speed starring Ekin Cheng but i heard little excerpts from it.

We started chatting about everything under the sun. I realized guys bitch way too much, much more than girls do. We also started talking about ugly modifications, and of course, lap timings. And how some people with big turbos are absolute disasters on track. Hahahahaha! ok, i shall refrain from further bitching. I have already promised to drop the matter. But botak should actually know his own limitations man.

I am sick this weekend, coming down with flu. and Hugo's coming from HK to visit , & party. Wonder how i'll survive the night / extra long weekend, besides the key idea : SLEEP !

I'm sorry if my last blog was gibberish, that's cos i'm coming down with a cold, and i will begin to sprout more rubbish than usual. Thanks hun for pointing out how my blog makes no sense to my readers who are male. and prolly thinking who the fish Takashi Murakami is , and wtf is a murakami panda edition of LV. Hahaha, can't help it. I've been too lazy to post pictures man. It's not only Erik who pointed out the gibberish, my other reader Doggie can't help it but tell me he didn't understand.

I WILL BLOG MORE STEADY STUFF IN THE FUTURE. I WILL TRY. I CAN'T PROMISE since i do think i will write rubbish again... hahahaha

"i like the wry, almost-caustic, pithy--and yet casual, conversational--of the prose. It is very engaging and entertaining." a comment i received from one of my blog readers. to which, i went "HUH".
Ok in case you didn't notice before, i said NO BIG WORDS.
I am not a BIG WORDS kinda person. I only understand the engaging and entertaining part of your comment, but not the rest... maybe the casual and conversational but definitely not the rest.

Just when i feel i got a blogger's block. i get witty comments, and also some that says i target them. Oh whatever!
I shall cover different stuff today : LV, cars & frogs... yes frogs...

Anywayz, i stroll into LV Singapore just a few days ago. Of course, i went to ask about Murakami LV Panda edition, but the snotty salesgirl said it's only sold in Japan. No one wanted to serve me. Imbeciles... don't they know i spend shitloads of money there? Maybe i should switch my brand loyalty. I shld go elsewhere, but WHERE?

Ok, back to the car talk. They were chatting about opening doors for girls in cars. of course, erik and BK said spoil market, to which i replied " eh i will bitchsmack you two". Where's the chivalry? dude, wake up guys...! The origins of the "door-openers" came up when some other people were chatting about voting for dressedup performance cars. I'm sorry, but the cars listed on the webbie for voting. Some of them lack even the looks. it's an evo / silvia / whatever alright, but it has no bodykit, etc etc. How can you guys even put it on a website for people to vote best dressedup? it's like wearing a normal tank top & jeans and asking people to vote for best dressedup girl. the tank top & jeans is like a uniform for all girls. DUH slap yourself please, i beg of you.

Another note : exploding frogs. Is this a clear sign that terrorism will happen in all forms? The frogs are also at it! Imagine having all the intestines / innates / whatever other big words for internal organs flying metres away. In a frog world's (where the frog's dimension is perhaps 5cm in height, 5cm in width), and put in comparison with human (average height : 160cm, width : 30cm). Which actually equates that if the frog's internal organs fly 5 metres, ours would fly 160m. That's insane! eeeeewwww, grossssss! Who's gonna clean up parts from everywhere? Recall the whale blowup incident? It flew the organs like more than 100m away from site. and the whale is about 5000cm, it flew metres away onto the road. A beach is about maybe 50 metres from the road most of the time. But based on simple Eve-simpleton-calculations, Same theory, yes no?

joey jus passed, so did eye for a guy. the de-pa-chi mode guy is still in, dammit. go home, dude.
It's the weekend, long weekend, i have Monday off... wooohoooooo! jiggles... you lil' nasty girl...east coast, west coast, worldwide... north side south side let's ride

i was jus browsing through The New Paper today... and i came across this article "It's time for decal detox" by Tan Dawn Wei, a journalist. In it, and i quote "IF your cars are an extension of your personality, then Singaporeans are childish, megalomaniacs and such nags." I checked out the term MEGALOMANIACS on dictionary.com, i'm not a BIG word kinda girl. Simple words do best for me. Getting back, MEGALOMANIA is described as 1) A psychopathological condition characterized by delusional fantasies of wealth, power, or omnipotence. and 2) An obsession with grandiose or extravagant things or actions. A megalomania is a pathological egoist. I suddenly thought of the number of cars getting fully decaled up.

Though i would like to state the article was directed at lady drivers. i would like to remind the journalist "Yo, if you haven't look ard, the guys are far more obsessive abt decals / car work". Look ard you, there's a good chance that you might run into one of those SARD / PUMA / RALLIART / STi whatever brandwork cars. Yes, lancers / evos / subarus being the victim of such absolute decal-horror. if your car is the fastest in Singapore, i have nothing to comment. But half of the other drivers are jack-asses, who think the world of their cars. 1stly you guys are reckless drivers, close-cutting other smaller cc cars. 2ndly, i mean, come on, i bet your last car isn't that great either, are you doing revenge? That's sad, dude, sad. Does it (those damn decals) make u omnipotent... i doubt so.

Ok enuf abt cars.
We go into the latest craze in my world. Murakami's Panda edition for LV's 150th anniversary. I have yet laid my hands on it, but seriously, i can't wait! It's cute, round and fat. Okay, i just managed to catch a glimpse of it online. Guess i'll be strolling into Louis Vuitton Stores these few days. :P

YO doggie, are u satisfied?
I'm reverting to my usual beambo-mode. eh read : beambo, not brembo brakes man.
*faints*

desperate housewives on Monday nights.... wooohooo

The parliament (yes ...our governmental decision making board) had a session today, of which Mr. Lee Hsien Loong was discussing / validating the decision of having an integrated resort on our islands. Other countries like China and Malaysia seemed to be approving of our nation-state's decision. Personally i am not against it. I find it funny if we have to teach our children / fellow countrymen about excessive gambling. This is human nature we're talking about. perhaps we should just all throw them into jail for some reflection. if you gamble beyond your means, go directly to jail, do not pass go, do not collect $200. I would like to refer to the article written by the APB guy named Chia ...... Yes him again. Why? Cause he seemed to validate it with the banks giving him easy money. I would like to debate on that. If you as the chief accountant did the basic rules of accounting, that is to provide accurate accounting. Would this actually happen? you fail your duty as an accountant. secondly ... i do think it's moral. You're educated. Your excuse are ludicrous. I applaud Singapore's move to jail you for the rest of your lives. With Singapore's educated crowd, i am sure we could control ourselves. Gambling is nothing new to Singapore. Genting is like 3 hours' drive away. Oh, and of course open sea cruises with casinos in them are a great lure too. I'm sure Singapore will do just fine!

Oh today's also the premiere of JOEY on local tv (channel5). he's still as dopey and funny as before. I love it. Channel 5 seems to be doing a good job with its shows. Monday nights with Desperate Housewife & Las Vegas, Tuesday nights with CSI, Wednesday with Eye for a Guy, Thursday with Joey... ! Speaking of Eye for a Guy, I pity Denise Keller. And what's with the guy and his DE-PA-CHI mode. It's Depeche Mode, fool. You seemed to be born in the 70s. Maybe you should have jus fess up and said you listen only to Techno / even 933 Mando-Pop. I'm sure she'll love you all the same. Afterall, you can exchange pointers over different genres of music. *smacks head* And of course, the way most of the guys were ... LAME. It's good cos it's LAME. Watch it on Wednesday night...

Weekend's drawing near... WOOHHHOOOOO! Let's shake it, shake it ... shake it, like a polaroid picture....

Happy Birthday --- April & Jeannie

It's April's Birthday... well on the 18th April.
We had dinner on the 17th April at My Secret Garden.
Location will be kept a secret, cos it's Pris' secret
garden.
errr wait, now that sounded really weird.
Hahaha, we had fun. And the word "efficiency" came
out, when referring to my ever so quik upload of pics
of our lil' meetings. I stared and thought "errr
no..." , but didn't reply. Efficient i think i am, as
compared to the rest in uploading. Maybe Pris will
take over me in this honor. We had fun.

Nothing interesting these days. my blog ain't nuttin
or "deep in tot" as compared to BK's thoughts. Hahaha, maybe cos
the intake amount of salt for him surpasses the intake
amount of rice. It's a direct translation from some
cheena idiom that i know. His talk abt the Shanghai
Bund etc etc in comparison to JG Ballard's book. Eh
wait, BK... who's JG Ballard? Sorry but i haven't read
his book. Maybe it belongs to your generation.

Xiaxue's blog abt religion is simply OFF. Of which i
of cos agree it's out of taste for the pastor to talk
abt being a Christian while at a funeral. But i
certainly do not loathe the ways of the pastor at the
funeral. he did say some stuff which i think are
pretty standard at some funerals. So wake up, Xiaxue.
You haven't seen enough. The world isn't sugar coated,
you know?

OHHHH... and of course, Happy Birthday Jeannie !!!!
Jeannie's birthday is on the 21st April 2005. Hahaha,
at the rate my work is taking up my time, i wonder
when i'll find time to have dinner with her.... but
Happy Birthday sugar...

Ok so the big news is out. Singapore's gonna get NOT one but TWO casinos. One ard Marina Bay, the other on Sentosa Island itself. Sentosa is touted to be the next island getaway... fast. Its plans rapidly rising. Said to have a entertainment theme park ala Universal / Disney style coming right at ya. of cos, it ain't Disney...since HK is getting it, and it's ready by this September. Universal... maybe, i just can't recall right now which entertainment group is said to be coming.

Back to the casinos, ok, so there has been talks in the papers. I don't have ST anymore, since i don't want to pay. i read others like TODAY, NEW PAPER etc. Morals being one of them, would our morals be subjected to a beating, since now casino is closer to home? Singaporeans / Country men are allowed into the casino for a fee of S$ 100 each day / S$ 2000 per year. I would say that's really rubbish. Hardcore gamblers are rolling their money in a big way, what's a S$ 100. How about gambling cruises? Some of these gamblers get free rooms, as part of a "membership". The same way can be applied to local on shore casinos.

Anywayz, this week has jus started. And i'm starting to feel the heat. Physically and mentally.

Oh a better note, i look forward to a glorious week ahead.

Oh plans to Rawa was cancelled. Some friends couldn't make it.
And Happy Birthday April!

Can't think straight. Seriously very sleepy.

Anywayz, i did a whole lotta things today. I went shopping with my mom. No i didn't manage to snag any buys. I just spent time to bond with my mom. It's so nice to be with her. Can't imagine life without her.

I talked to her about fund raisers like the NKF Charity Show that is on Channel 8 for two Sundays. One for International Artistes and the other for local Artistes. They perform stunts / sings / act to raise funds for the NKF fund. NKF is National Kidney Foundation. There are only a handful of such charity shows each yr. There are the NKF show, the President Star Charity, ... and the other one charity show from Channel U that i can't recall at this moment. What i really detest about the NKF show is the way they "lure" the audience to dial in. Yes it's part charity, but it's made to look like sweepstake, which i just feel is sad. It's like "call now and stand to win a Volvo XC90". So enticing, won't you call too? But is this the correct way to garner more calls? I am thinking if no prizes were given out, would there be that equal amount of calls? I doubt that.

Another talking point is when i flip papers this morning, it's all about the Casino. So are u guys for / agst it?
I have no personal attack agst it, except for this. If Singapore governnment is to allow it, i think it should allow Singaporeans to go in without any fee / charges. We're using precious tax dollars to sorta invest into the building of a casino. We're all grown ups. Singapore is undoubtedly one of the few countries worldwide that has more than 50% of its population having a Diploma or Above education. You would think, with education, common sense would kick in. I do think every Singaporean should practise their own discretion about how much they're putting on the table. It's the simple rules. And of course, the APB guy who talked about his gambling which result in embezzlement of millions of dollars. I would say BULL TO THAT. You have fouled the rules of gambling. You brought to table much more than you lose. How far can you run from the crutches of proper accounting and the government? And secondly, building a casino and more loan sharks are irrelevant. Socially, we should know how much we have in our pockets. If you can't handle it, go sit in a jail and reflect on your habits. There are already people hardcore enough to take a 30 minute ferry ride to Batam or even fly to Australia, US etc to feed their gambling addictions. So this is of cos not going to be a major issue.
On the other note : since Singapore has prosper so well, and been fine so far without a Casino, why introduce it? Enuf said!

Ok i saw Hello Kitty UNO cards at Borders. Outrageously cute!
And of cos, i saw a cute LV bag in town. Hmmmm.... hahahahaha. FYI, i didn't buy it... yet....
what a good way to end my blog today...

It's friday.
My baby still has issues, how can a friggin 4 month old car not drive beyond 75kmph without eeeeksss?

I have found out how to photo blog via Flickr. Yes, i have to use Flickr, as i am a MAC user, so are a lot of other bloggers.

BK (my current avid reader) commented my blogs seems "deeper" than what he sees me to be, in terms of thoughts. Amidst the LV and Hello Kitty mania. Hahaha, i have to say THANK YOU. Of cos, another rebuttal came from DEu stating BK shouldn't have said that. Maybe cos i am blur... lost... all the time.

I am seriously lost at most things. I don't pay attention to some stuff. I cant seem to multi-task at all, these days. Actually i do think i watch too much telly. Telly takes my focus once i am home. I try to steer clear of my computers, unless i have not really spent time on it.

The evo9 is out, the blue is beautiful. I really like it.

I spent too much time & focus on work this week. I need a break badly. Hmmm...
There hasn't been many interesting events this week. Hmmm, i haven't even gotten the chance to interact with anyone other than the boyfriend. Yes Erik. He whines about his position as third. Errr... i have to say it's in NO order. I am not gonna comment any further on this scenario. Lest YE CHANG MONG DUO.
Hahahaha...

Cheers to the weekend...

So i can't post pictures. ahhhh, heck. sometimes i feel that no pictures might be better.

So today i spent the day reading about Mr Brown and Xiaxue.
Mr Brown's posts are jus heart warming. I like the way he talks about Faith (his daughter who's autistic). It brings tears to my eyes. It's just so admirable for him to write in his very famous blog. Tons of people read his blog.
Wonder when my figures will hit at least 10 readers? Hahaha...
i am writing for self-gratification, i would like to think of that.

I am so stresed at work that I am reminded of my life back in USA. I kinda wanna go back, but i also know it would be different. It's no longer the college going days, when getting high & drunk and of cos, partying, and shopping were pasttimes. Now it's more like work ruling part of my life.

I'm also reminded of my friend, Pin. I miss him. I miss all my friends. But Pin left the group of us too early. way too early. If not, i could always just call and brag to him, or jus to catch up. or even fly out to party. Lifestyles would be kept the way it is. The jet-setting crowd. hahaha.....

Now we all sorta sink into our own lives. It's just too hard to be together.

yearning (is the new 'IN' word called Lemming???...it's so wtf ???) for some chips... i need junk food... fish, yearn is yearn. being 'in' with a word is not gonna make a diff. BLEAHZ :P

Today's Sunday... i wanna try something new like Photoblog.
have been meaning to try it, from the day i was still using my PC to the day i am using my MAC.
hopefully the pics show up alright.

i overshop during the weekends. gimme two hrs, and i can buy a shitload of stuff.
Ok this isn't gonna be some shopping catalog. No point. cos i'm gng to repeat the word : OVERSHOP many times throughout my blog.

I was reading my old blogs. and realized how funny it is...
Oh well... it's been a year and a half.

I seriously dunno what else to say today.
Guess i better call it a night.
gng to Malaysia tomorrow.

Topic of the day : Blogs

I have figured out the rise in numbers of blogs in the recent times.
I also rediscovered my old blog addie, which is THIS BLOG RIGHT HERE, BABY which i started two years ago, when i'm down & out, in more ways than one. i do post now and then, now trying to upkeep every single week.

Ohhh and i am a kaypoh-san. I read every blog i can lay my hands on, provided they have pure BS about the person's lives like Xiaxue, or some notable blogs like Mr Brown & Mr Miyagi who deserves two thumbs up.
I have to clarify, totally nothing agst Xiaxue. She's great at what she does: blog. She blogs to entertain. She deserves the spot on New Paper. Like i said, she writes funny stuff, and deserves my respect.
Mr Brown & Mr Miyagi ... well their blogs are socially conscious. They know what they say. People more often than not agree with their stuff, and find it intellectually stimulating. It's a notable difference from them and Xiaxue.

Ohhhh, and i discovered a gay blog... yes, a blog of this gay guy. it's heck of farney. I am sucker for funny stuff... And since the blogger's gay, he's ranting about the same topic i am absolutely fanatic about : MEN. And very cute guys to boot. And it's just funny, when the blogger goes into absolute dilemma over which lover he prefers. Ohhh come on, if the sex's no good... move on, dude. *kidding*

Over coffee tonight, my gfs and me were jus mindlessly talkin about stuff... and i said when i'm bored, i read blogs. And so i rattled off the names. And they just stared. Hahaha, yes i am bored, but blogs sometimes can be so darn interesting.

Side note : REVIEW of the week.
Besides being absolutely dead gone tired, i had the opportunity to be peacemaker. I suck at it, but i did put in my best. And the parties involved did reconcile. Sometimes a couple gotta give and take. it's never about seeing immediate change when there's a disagreement. It takes time to change, especially since we're rather old. And you know old habits die hard.

Watched The Pacifier, it was alright.
ohhhh, and my baby... my baby got some cranky problems. I got so pissed off, but thank God the mechanics fixed it up, and i even polished it. Now my baby is spanking good lookin. Love it...

Desperately in need of sleep... i got an ulcer in my mouth. DAMN!

Tuesday nights are CSI nights.
Channel Five ( courtesy of broadcast of TCS) shows it Tuesday Night 10pm.
I lurve it...

ok i do have cable, but it's in mom's room. I am perhaps one of the few that find local tv very entertaining. A lot of people out there have their own set of upsets with local tv. But personally i find it quite entertaining. It's really a slice of our lives. Admit it people! You can't live like "Friends" or "Desperate Housewives" .... ahhh, and don't even think about "Survivor" or "The Bachelor...Bachelorette...whatever". The US-depicted lifestyle is way overrated. Unless you print money for a living ... Ok, this phrase is totally SINGAPOREAN... but unless you really print money for a living, you can live like a "FRIENDS" cast member or even be a "DESPERATE housewife...". If not... come back to the real world. EARTH calling out to you... yooohoooo!!!!

Going back to CSI, this week is the beginning of a new season. i lost track which season.
It's a kinky episode.... namely cos we have a couple who likes to copulate with other couples / to watch them copulate...and then kills the other couple... actually i'm lost... heck.

Much more interesting event today, i am so pissed off at this Camry driver. This lil' itsy witsy lady driving a 2.4L camry was on PIE to CTE... yes... i was on the same road. On a merging road, it's the order: left car, right car, left car, right car... The STi in my left merged, and i wanted to follow suit... cos i was on the right... but this bitch actually drove right in front of me, when she's on the left. Get it so far, guys? Anywayz, i was extremely pissed. And she doesn't have driving skills. I mean, she totally shouldn't drive on local roads. She is a brake-tapper. She taps on her brakes at least once every minute on LANE ONE. errrr... hello? it's the take over lane... move it, lady... quit tapping. Don't think your engine cc is huge... means you can bully smaller cc like me. If you lack driving skills, even if your car is super big huge ass turbo won't save your life. HAH!

Ok another piece of interesting news...
My enemy... yes this botak driving an evo... actually can be slower than a guy with a stock car??? alloe, didn't you supposedly spend gadzillions on your car? You lack driving skills, dude. pls take a piss and look at yourself. Straight line heros are plain zero, my friend.
Enemy is made when you make passing offensive remarks in front of a bunch of guys targeted at a lady. Remarks like SPY at a girl whose bf so happens to work for someone you hate... is salah target. Doh! You're just been a fool. So now that i find you so repulsive. I will make fun at you. Why not? You deserve it. You lack driving skills. Bloody straight line heros, even 3 year olds can drive a straight line...

It's been some time since i last blogged.
Ok, so i've been reading Xiaxue, Mr Brown and Mr Miyagi too much.
I too indulged in the "i'm too sexy for my blog" project... hmmm... except it's all my bf's pictures. heh, sorry hun.

Angie asked me today 'what i tot about her'. i seriously didn't know how to answer. Then i gave thought to the rest of my "friends" ... i put the word in inverted commas, due to the result : some are still sincere friends, while some are jus bitches. You know what i meant? i don't understand how some people could turn around and be so bitchy, and stop being in contact. I don't believe anyone doesn't need friends in the world either. been selective will only lead to severe bad luck, i feel. And personally, i also think it's the start of the downfall of such selective homosapiens. That being said. Angie, u're fantastic... hope we stay friends for a long time to come.

Introducing the core people in my life :
1) Angie
One of the two girlie buddies of my life... i've lost touch after secondary school. We both used to share a common enemy. Errr correction! Still same enemy. Ahhh long story. Shall cut it short. Then we met last year and decided to really hang out. And found out we're so much alike. Yes, SCANDALOUS and totally OUTRAGEOUS. oh well... our poor bfs.
2) Jeannie
Jeannie is the other of my girlie buddy. The bitch-till-u-drop-dead kinda girl i can't live without. We're very different. If you ask me who's cool, she would be the one. My gossip kaki and of cos, drinking kaki. what will i do without you? Hey, start planning this weekend or next week's drinking plans....
3) Erik
my quintessential bf. the man behind my shadows... tolerating my shit. I admire him, his frankness, and his outright whatever attitude. Yet he pisses me off with his incessant reading of new car stuff. hmmm... oh well... he has come a full circle from before. Now he knows what is "shake shake that ass girl..." from the 80s stuff... hahaha, OLD MAN! And he loves my hello kitty collection... where to find?!?
4) My sista Chingy & her other half Qi....
Chingy wanted a car, i said no... afterall Qi has one. Qi can knock more senses into her than i ever can. Shit, talk about ZHONG SER QING YOU. oh well... there's a bunch of chinese idioms i can go on and on about.
AHHHHH gotta shuddup.
5) my mother...
She's the ever most important person in my life. need i say more???

More about my friends soon....
i gotta go shake shake that ass, girl...

A month has passed.

Sorry no blog before. oops!

Heh, alright a little update on my life... i'm totally living it. mom & sis went to US for a month to settle down and get their PR status all hooked up. So they got it and came home. I had to live my "college days" all over again. Totally forgot how to wash my clothes... worse, i had to sweep and mop and wash toilets. Back in Purdue days, those are unheard of. I won't even use whatever bleach / detergent / washing liquid on my hands. I had a cleaner that cleans my room twice a week (vacuum and scrub my bath tubby and wash my toilet / clean my room ).

Anywayz, for those who knew my maid , you might be thinking "eh, what happened to her while mom's gone...? my maid was sent away. Kinda sad. She's away for two months, due back on October 5th. Bad enuf. Which meant one month alone in the flat. It seems totally cool tho. Purdue days rocked, so i had fun just working and living alone. INDEPENDENCE, tho only a brief whiff of it. It's totally worth it.

I'm seriously broke. So i won't be doing anything for the time being. No new bags. I'm so trying to save. I HAVE TO SAVE!

Alright.... cheers to everyone. i will update more shortly.

Weekend is drawing near. I guess that's the good thing abt it.

Work recently has been slow. I've been having migraines early in the morning. Work related stress. Family related stress.
Sometimes i wish everyone at home would be at peace with each other.
At work, of cos wishing everything will be great, sales figures are high, etc, etc. the usual work crapz.

Pris & Wendy are not on talking terms. I don't know who to side. In fact, u know what? I'll just sit on the fence and not take sides. Having heard from both sides, i really doubt there's a right & wrong. Perhaps like everyone else said : ppl change. So with time, let it be. Who cares if friends don't appreciate one another? Some people love taking others for a ride.

Kishore's wedding is approaching. So to India i'm going... end of august. Hopefully, Dennis doesn't play me out.

My work laptop died-ed. My partner, my buddy, my life, my breath of fresh air everyday ...
IN LOVING MEMORY OF HEWLETT PACKARD LAPTOP/ left me on 23rd July 2004.
Good bye my dear friend...
anyone has any idea what i shld get? Mac or Windows? Desktop or Laptop???

 

So it's friday...
What did i do the entire week? Well, i had to help out in a conference for two nights. It was fun, wonderful, met a bunch of great people to work with...

Other than that, i had fun jus running ard from customer's office in tuas to customer's office in changi. So i did cover a good amount of miles on the road.

Ok, i hardly shop. I went to pick up a bag that was so severely damaged and had to be repaired for an entire year. But it looks brand new... and it's like a 6 yr old bag, so it's totally worth it.

I was talking to my friends... and it's jus hilarious.
We're talking abt the whole LV thing. For those who hasn't read my recent friendster profile, u've gotta read it. hahaha...
alrighty... mebbe i'll post it on my next blog.
Till then... it's friday. Chill Dudes !!!

Right... it's coming to the end of the month.
I've been to KL, made some friends... and survived the high decibels of the JGTC that can totally crack one's ears.

I haven't been shopping. God forbid, after my purchases at Gucci earlier in the month... hmmm... i fess up, i'm totally broke, with a big B. dude. that gotta suck.

And of cos, Angie's wedding is tomorrow. Congrats Angie. Angie's a friend i made at my last workplace.

It's close to 9pm, i need to eat. This really irritating guy that i work with is still at work. he's not leaving, so i'm staying put, waitin for him to finish up. he quit and he actually demands we listen to him. like so WTF. So anywayz, good riddance, i hope he messed up his road ahead of him.

*whistles.... * man, i'm mean. Ain't i? Well, he's a bitch, so who cares?!?

Ooh, i think i got fat. My McChicken diet ain't working too well, gotta switch to more greens. BLEEEEEEEECCCHHHH... heh heh :)

have fun this weekend... everyone...

It's been close to a month since my last post.
I've moved my office to MacPherson. Yeap. Sure i have heard it all about the ever-so congested jams. But frankly, i don't see it. Maybe cos i fail to come to work at 9am... but that's cause of my schedule and the way things work. And maybe because i've been blessed. Yes, i am the lucky one. Blessed with great fantastic luck, and of cos, amazing good looks.

I've watched Troy & Shrek. They were ok.

Tues nite was a public holiday eve. So stayin with my tradition, i went out and party. it was fun, alright. met a few people. and of cos, we went to the usual place. Counting Singapore's limited clubbing spots, u prolly guessed where i went.

Life has been a roller coaster. One minute i have bountiful of energy with plenty of time. The next i am bogged down with the horrendous amount of work and no energy to do anything, nada, zero.

Alright, i guess til next time... and more adventures.
My cousins are coming tomorrow... i haven't seen them for three years... so guess that would be exciting. hmmm, i heard they're extremely cheeky & naughty. GREAT! :)

Alright, the days counting nearer to the day i have to move my office, which totally utterly sucks. Mark my words, IT REALLY SUCKS. Having jus moved house... and now my office. Time to get organized.

Nothing exciting nowadays. Except me getting fatter?!? Maybe not.

Shall post more...
sorry i fail to have any drinking / drunk stories to tell. Cos i haven't found the time to go out partying... totally lack that strength. *YAWNZ* the bed beckons...
and of course, American Idol....

Alright... last week went by in a whizzzzz.... which is great.
Let's hope this week is the same, so i wun be bogged down by so much shit.

Friday... went to zouk with the girls. Ended up MIAing the entire night. It was great hanging out with Kimbo & Small Eric. Small Eric, we so badly wanted to make u drunk. Kim blames me for roaming around thus not sticking to the plan. Hahaha... that was our plan. Some other time eh? I seem to do well with hard liqour. i have decided Johnnie Walker and Martell are my best buds. :) haha.

Ok cheers to Tow. Eh dude, i didn't know it was your last night out as a swingin "bachelor". If not, ... i would prolly go all out to party with u, and not roam around. I'm gonna miss you as a swingin "bachelor". Hahaha... u're a great tabloid to talk abt. Great topic starter, definitely.

Back to work... sigh....
see ya soon... friday...